bribe and bribe and bribe again!

yesterday, we went to indonesian immigration again... it was the fourth time we went since we came... because we were new comers, because we were staying in ppl place... many things we didnt know and would just follow whatever ppl asked u to do... being cheated and cheated by ppl which aimed at our money... we paid so much to the immigration to do our perpanjangan visa... every things we extended it, costed around hundred bucks... yet the bloody fool worked inside the immigration still asked us to pay more in order to make our work fast... no matter how much we had paid, it was still the same... high cost, low efficient... i didnt mind to pay more, but he promised that paid more would make the work finished faster... but the bastard didnt do as what he promised us... so, our work ended delaying... as our extension was delayed, we would fine with an amount, so we needed to pay bribe again to cover it... bloody hell! we paid for it again... each and every time we paid the bribe, it wasnt an small small amount like ten bucks or what, it was around thirty to fifty the range... wtf stupid ass hole! their appetites werent that small... big like shark! imaging, everytime we came to immigration to do stuff, they ask bribe, for 4 times we pay to immigration and the amount was around hundred plus plus!!! some more we applied a letter from our faculty, we paid bribe to him again as he promised would make it into our hands in one month, but nothing came to our hand after one and a half month... for the first three month i was here, spent around 3.5 grand for living cost and immigration... around three hundred something had gone into their pockets and fed them grow fatter and fatter... i was so pissed off with them! the coming weeks, we need to go immigration again to do some shit there again, sure they would ask money again to put into their bloody idiot bastard shitty ass hole some more! emo... dont know how to face my father... not dare to ask money from him again... feel so sorry that i used the money watery... dont know how to explain to him... feel that i am so unfilial... sorry pa... so sorry... now i only have hundred and half to survive until end of this month... dont know how to go through the coming toughing days... dont know how to manage the little baby money to pay bribe and pay for my foods... dont know... plenty of 'dont know'-s appear in my mind... feel so irritating... this immigration is a piece of shit! fuck up immigration..                                                     sorry daniel, i spoilt the holy blog with so many bad words... just fell very bad with the ppl in immigration...