sudden 'cold'

She was like sudden 'cold' to me...
and I didn’t know what to do much...
because of that,
I got upset and pain in my heart...
deep in my heart...
because of that,
tears dropped by drops...
I don’t know how many times it happened already...
I don’t know d...
Since I knew her,
she was just like immersed into my life,
inside...
I never like a girl so much that I did so much for her...
Supposed I post and share something happy in this blog...
But,
the sudden 'cold' spoilt it...
The sudden 'cold' happened when I met her in msn...
I was so happy that I saw her in msn and I thought that we could spend some time to chat...
But she was annoying me because of games...
Ten questions were asked by me,
she answered me in short like 'yea, ya, o'...
That’s all...
She wasn’t like that to me last time...
Since I came here,
I phoned back to her frequently...
I requested her to online so that I could chat with her,
she promised me will sms me when she online...
But she didn’t...
Every time I found out myself when I sign in msn...
Every time I saw her online,
she was like trying to avoid me d...
But she wasn’t like that when I phoned her...
I was not angry with her,
but I feel upset, pain in heart and feel that I am useless...
I just wanted her to spend some time to me...
I didn’t expect her to online every night to chat with me,
Because we were studying and have our own works to do...
I only hope that she will give some time for me in a week...
I didn’t expect too much...
I didn’t expect too much...
Never expect too much...

Pray to God...
Praying daily...