FINAL ?

... when I am writing this post... I am in very bad condition... mentally and physically ... coz I just lost my final and sprained my left foot ... We had a veryveryvery bad game... I juz donno how to say ... it was juz so bad ... it started with my so called team captain who doesnt know much abt basketball ... he wanted me and another main attacker to hav a rest 1st outside the court... that means we r not playing 1st 5... ok ... nvm... we took it positively and the game juz went on... we had a bad start as what we hav expected... ok... nvm... we quickly substituted the 2 who r not supposed to be the 1st 5 ... ok ... we caught up the points... and had a small lead after tat... I had consecutive 5 points once I entered ... ok ... the game continued ... and the fucking captain and another 1 who tot himself very great commented on me ... although we played well jz nw... nvm... they wanted me to sit on the bench for the rest of the game ... some of the teammate and I terus WTF !?
one of them even said ... ok, don play liao don play liao... I uncontrollably threw tantrum on them as we still wanted to win the game... ok ... syok lo ? the whole court people look at us lo... this is wat I really don understand ... the 1st 5 ply well and wat's wrong with us ? y nid to substitute and do all this bullshit ? come on ... this is the FINAL game ... we must use all our resource and power ... mayb , the captain isnt the 1st 5 ... and he ply less for the previous games... wanted to gain some playing second har ? fuk u offffffff ...... really cannot ... it showed indeed big difference once the 1st 5 player being subtituted out... y don we juz continute to ply with the 1st 5 ? basketball is like tat de mah... strong player ply more and weak player ply less... if u r bench player... be a good bench player la... don sound like u r the 1 who contributes all thing la... I really cannot tahan at tat time ... the team was juz totally MESSY at the time ...some stand for them and some stand for me ...
what i wanted to say is ....... WAT right u hav? to decide how we r going to ply? who u r ? supersuper star ? WTF !!!??? I nvr met this kind of case be4 ... i really donno how to handle ... emotionally I cannot than to threw tantrum on them... juz wat the FUK ?!!!!!
team work ? ya ... we play quite well team work in the previous games ... wat is wrong ? I am still so individual ? no no no .. come on ... I assist more than I scored ok ? without me ... all this wont happen ok ? u wont get into final ok ? without me ... some of the main attacker wont be participated ok ? FUK U this team ... I promised myself ... nvr to join u all in basketball ... SUCK team with suck players !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz..... although we lost not much ... juz few points ... bt we ply SUCKS ... this is the worst game and suck game I ever ply ...
and not forget to mention ... my foot is sprained... and so painful nw ... 2moro morning going for tie da ... pls pray for me bros ... and sorry for the messy writing above ... I am totally MESSY today ...