In a wink

Time flies without notifying. It is hard for me to accept the truth that today is the the third month I have been in Tokyo.
_____Two months, a psychologically tough journey. "Why I have chosen this path?" I questioned myself after arriving at Tokyo. A path that has shaken my determination. Due to this contradiction, before this post, my mind was revolved by exceeding electrons. In short, I turn passive. I lost my optimistic because of the foolish stress. I was almost defeated by my name. It's ridiculous because my enemy came from myself.
_____However, the battle wouldn't last longer. I told myself. I have a dream, although it's a hasty plan since my childhood that may not be achieved. But, my words will be valueless if I choose to quite before try. Hence, I calmed down, I recalled, I rebuilt myself and eventually I found myself. Now, I am armed with my will and my optimistic.
_____Friend in the definition turns different in different situation. In this ruthless city, I can easily pick anyone to be my friend. But the conversation will never progress to topic between friend. That's why elderly told me, the world you think and you experience are sold in two different books. You can buy one from MPH or Popular. But the others are not, that's why price is not labeled. Well, this makes my recall the moment in IBM and secondary school. What can I say, my NT friends and IBM friends, I miss you.
_____I miss Malaysian food too. I miss my mom's dishes, and Roti Canai, Laksa, Cha Kuey Tiao, Fried Rice... It is hard for my to get Malaysian Food even in Shinjuku. Omg!! Our culture are not promoted well!! Who to blame? Haiz. Well, what I can do is by waiting patiently. And I swear to myself, I will eat till my stomach leaving no capacity when I return to Nibong Tebal. ^^
_____Maybe I am not good in expressing in words. But, I try my best to share with you all. And that's for today. Bye. My friends, I miss you.